it’s hard to resist feelings.
I don’t want to like this boy, but I do. and I find myself more and more certain of that each time I hang out with him. he’s kind, he’s a fantastic cook, he makes me laugh, he loves nature, he listens to good music. just the way he holds me..I don’t know, I can tell he cares. it’s nice for once, to feel real emotions from someone.
but in the same regards, I don’t know if I am willing to let down this wall I’ve built up due to past heartless bastards.
I don’t know if I want to risk getting hurt again. I don’t know if I want to take all that again.